Hi everyone, my wife and I just lost our baby of 10 years. We had to have him put to sleep a week ago as he had congestive heart failure. The loss and sadness is so bad and one of the hardest things we ever had to do.I have to fight back the tears everywhere I look. I can hardly even go in his room or even walk inside our home or outside where he loved to be. My wife just went ahead and put a deposit down on a beautiful puppy that we'll travel to pick up Feb 15th. I was very reluctant but she just knows it'll be a blessing for my depression. I named her Pretty Polly and even through my immense sadness I can't wait to get her and love her. I'm hoping that all the BT lovers here can help us raise our new baby the best that we can offer.